; The Splendor Lass -

2007-05-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.xanga.com/lervon
Comment me at the end of a entry post, &show me your love (:
See you there ~

2007-05-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

Blogger is a shit.
Apparently, it's getting bad to worse.
&Now , whattheck.
It's just so shit.
SUCKS ~

2007-05-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

If i have someone to stab on, i bet i'll be fine from that second.

I'm really really sorry guys ):
I didn't mean to be mean to all you of today .
Don't take it to heart, pleaseee ~

2007-05-04T10:53:00.000+08:00

I'm really really not well.
):

2007-05-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

Watched 200 pounds beauty with Evelyn last week.
It's really touching &i was weeping.
Evelyn was much worse.
But if there's a real tremendous changes after going for surgery, why not ?
It's for living right ?
Afterall, the character for the female lead in the show wasn't going just for the look.
Watched Spider-man 3 today with BENS &Zheng Wei today.
It's pretty awesome.
Rating : 8/10
Check it out (:

History study group yesterday with BENS &my beloved Xiangyi.
Alright, i admit.
We did not study.
We ended up fooling around just minutes after everyone gathered.
Haas !
Played block catching &that evelyn !
She kept screaming, yelling away.
Causing residents to complain.
She so dumb !
Haa, tell me 'bout it.
It's been a looooong time since we last hang out.
I'd like to do it more often !
I love you guys <3

Went to have science revision on last Sunday with Miss Hong &others.
Yupp, ended up chased away from the M'donal.
&so, we headed to Miss Hong's house.
The whole study group was really cool.
Went to bpp after the group studies &went back home at 8.30pm.
Well, Miss hong is leaving school today T.T
Awww ~
All the best for your university life !
You'll be remembered.

Well, celebrated my mom's bithday on 30th April.
Happy birthday, Mum ! ;D
Went to Suntec &have our dinner.
Nothing special yet very memorable.

&there was this DJ on the air.
The atmosphere was awesome !

Well, we wanted to dine somewhere else.
But ended up at the Fish &co.
Had Warrase meal while mum had the New York's Fish &Chip &brother had Teriyaki Salmon.
God, i can't quite remember what we had.
Anyw, i bet we all enjoyed ourselves.

Alright, qinqzhou &i called it quit.
But of 'cos, we're still friend ain't me ?
Maybe that's the best way out.
I'll make it through [:
At least, he left behind his footprint in my heart.
So well, he won't be forgotten.
Gee (x

Chatted with Mr Lim yesterday &i was negotiating 'bout if he could add in a few marks for me.
He turned me down ):
*Weeping*
Haa !
I really hope i did well for today.
I spent all my strenth writing 4 pages for history.
Please don't flushed my efforts down !
&Kaixiang has been a really good friend.
A big big thanks to you, pal {;
&hey, goodluck for your trial today !
I'll be waiting for some good news, right?

I'm living my life to the fullest now !
Come join me along guys.

2007-04-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

I'm very very sick .
Tomorrow's paper is gonna be tough for me.

2007-04-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

1 day to our 4th month.

2 days to mum's birthday.

I can't recall what happen.

Have our 5 stations for NAFA.

Did 21 Situps, jumped 1.76 for Standing BoardJump &stretch 53cm for Sit&reach.

Out gyming with Evelyn today.

It's was horribly tiring.

Went Lotone to look for pressie &bought her to have pizzahut together.

Bought a white Comoditee handbag.

Sighh ..

Tuition at 10am tomorrow.

Science revision with Miss Hong &others at 4pm.

My goodness's sake.

Chinese paper on monday.

Good luck for you MYE, everyone !

Sore-eye yesterday.
Poor me.

Right to Left.

Can you see how bad is my sore-eye?

Luckily, i've recovered.

2007-04-26T15:33:00.000+08:00

I look like rather chubby here xD

I've this natural mixture of colour of hair.

I'm kinda of lovin' it {:

So much to say, but where do i start ?

Would you listen if i spoke from the heart ?

Arigh, i won't go into details today.

A short one here.

Classic, so exams are near.

&as near as tmorrow .

For goodness sake.

I am terribly worried.

I am lack of something, i knew it.

I need some motivation !_!

I'm anything but lazy ..

I've brought a phone.

Please inform me ure number.

Thank you very much !

2007-04-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

Son of the bitch !
My post disappear again when i was typing my entry.
Blogger is getting from bad to worse !
C'mon .
My day haven't been any better.
Don't fool me again ).=

2007-04-19T11:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST AMIR ! {{:
You rocks my socksss ~

2007-04-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

Extended Post !

I drew it, can you believe it ? {x

&I often wonder why my pictures always get so unclear,
When I upload 'em ).=

People in 2C, Look here !

Remember to comfirm with me who's going.

&Please be quickkk ~

Bring the sum of money on Monday.

Aloha Loyang is fuly booked thus changing the venue to Pasir Ris !
Any further requirement will be informed again !

&It's often misread, mistaken ..

Due to waking up late today, I didn't went to school.

Guy: Excuse me, may i know which side should i take to pasir panjang.
Me : Sorry, i've got no idea.
Guy: Oh okay, thanks. 'Cause you know, i just move here.
Me: I see. Well, maybe you should just ask around if others know.
Guy: Yeah, i think so. You're so kind.
Me: Gee, thanks.
Guy: Hmm, what school are you from?
Me: Oh yeah ? Teck whye secondary.
Guy: &You're in secondary?
Me: Secondary Two.
Guy: Whoa, you looked so matured but you're still young. 'Cause you see, I'm in designing.
Me: Uh huh, okay.
Guy: Are you interested in modelling?
Who is he kidding ?
Me: Oh no, I'm not. Thank you anyway.
Guy: Kids nowaday can be so matured. Nice to meet you.
Me: Nice to meet you too. See you around.
Shook hand*

My mummy was so freaked out yesterday after i've told her what happened.
Can you believe it ?
Mummmmmmy, I may be naive or still small.
But I'm not that young already, pleaseee.

&when i went to return an umbrella to my friend.
&auntie talked to me.
It's weird, number of strangers talked to me yesterday.

Auntie: The bus is so long, right ?
Me: Yeah, it's always like that.
Auntie: You stayed around here? 'Cause i stayed here.
Me: Yeah, i do too.
Auntie: Are you from China?
China ?! Goodness ~
Me: Oh no, no no. I'm not. I'm a Singaporean. It's just that i don't know how to speak hokkien.
Auntie: Haa, i thought you are. So are you still studying?
Me:Yes, I am.
Auntie: Then what are you working as?
Me: Hurs ? Me ? Working ? No no auntie, I'm still studying. I am only 14.
Auntie: hurs ! 14 ? You don't look like. Whoas, I thought you're working already.

Goshh ..
I hope they didn't mean I looked old. Looking mature is okay, please not oldd ~
Shanghai on 29th May.
People is started filling me with horror stories 'bout hotels &bleh bleh.
BAHH ~

Wasn't feeling well these few days.
Afterall, she's my mum.
One look at me, she knew i wasn't feeling well.
Mummy told me off for drinking her drinks.
'Cause you see, she've been unwell for the last few weeks.
&always stopping me from drinking her water since she's sick.
So, now it's my turn.
Just my luck ..

&I can't seems to send through my mails to Josh ! T.T
What on heaven's name happen ?!
I've tried to send for like zillions of time.
All it came back is Notification Failure --"
Pearry, I need helpp on Josh's email.
Get me the right one for the last time pleaseee ~

School tomorrow {:
Pictures update some other day.
Sometimes, I wish we could just pretend.

2007-04-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

I can't seems to win through this battle against the laziness within me.
I'm hating this feeling.
I stopped, I feel &I brood,
But nothing seems to help.
Maybe just one day,
I'd give myself an awful slap on my face.
Someone, go on.
Shot me hard.

Qinqzhou &I am getting pretty fine w each other [:
He know I love him &he's too.
I believe.
Baby, I need you.
Where are you ?

Okay, I dialed the wrong number early this morning.
I'm sorry baby;
To wake you up so early in the morning ><
Yesterday have my F&N makeup test.
Guess what ?
My dishes have no soup nor noodles .
Whoas, that's cool hurs ?

Shanghai trip on May, 29 to June, 10.
It'd be 12 days. Should I go ?
Shit, I'm being sandwich.
&29, it's supposed to be our day.
Darn the shit out of you.

&And he say : People can forgive but it's difficult to forget.
I can't deny, he can be so right.

2007-04-13T06:30:00.000+08:00

Embarrassment .

&what ? Should i go ?

2007-04-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

Ice-skating today w -bens- {:
Yupp, I swear I've fun
Wheeeeehoos ~
I've been yearning for a day like today's.
Thanks for granted my wish, my dearest friends.

Gees, i must be looking like a clown today (x
Falling front-ward &backward; Left &righttt.
I can't even stopped laughing at myself;
So you can actually imagined how funny I was like just now.
A pity tht I didn't took any picture.
As you see, I lost my first two phones &my 3rd one got confiscated.
Darn !I think I just didn't have tht bit connection w phones. Haas

Urgghh !
I've got two ulcer in my mouth.
Which is so ... painful .
Wht the heck
I just hope it'll vanish soon =/

Ahh ..
&Heaving a sighh;
I missing you terribly, baby.

Too lost in you

2007-04-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

C'mon , just face it.
Thats it; times will tell.
Everything.

2007-04-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

It won't be the same. Never.

I give up.
It's really saddening but you all left us w no choice.
Absolutely !
Shit the hell of you up man.
Alright, i bid you all the very best for the rest of yours life.

Oh my goooodness .
Slept at 7 yesterday night.
&i woke up at 7 this morning.
So yupp, Bingo !
You're right; I'm late (x
Spot check when reached school but found nothing.
Wheeeets ~
But got told off for having nothing 'bout studies in bag --"

Anyw, BlueeBlueBlue today =/
Sighhh ..
I don't teared for nothing.
It won't work for injuries.
Nor words that hurt.
But forget it;
I quit.

Skipped history makeup lesson.
But who would have guessed ?
He just wanted to have some opinion.
Ahh ~ What a waste ):

I miss Qinqzhou terribly =//
Baby, i'm needing you ~

Love me tender; Love me true

2007-03-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY !

Didn't celebrate our 3rd month but did have fun when together (:
Baby, I'm loving you oh-so tremendously.
&I swear.

Anyw, i was going to school yesterday when i saw a girl standing in the middle of bus .
You know, early in the morning.
&Thus, it's a absolute tht the bus's gonna be filled w people.
So this girl i'm talking about wouldn't even move a little --"
Totally ... dense (>.<)

&whoas ! Evelyn have a go with our chinese teacher yesterday.
Yooohaas ~
I hope she'll be fine .
Come back to class lahhh (x

Sighh .. Just what freaking hell is tearing us apart ?
You know you all stood by us when we need you.
Need all of you. And what's going on ?
I haven't got a clue.
Not a single bit to let me trance out what's wrong.
NIL.
Stood by us, regardless up or down .
This bonds between all of us that no one can see , simply is being destroyed.
Very immensely.
And hereby, it's my wish ... &That i reckons all of you will be back.
Very Very Soon.

2007-03-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

Alright, i admit.

I overslept (>.<) &I'm a sleeper.

But i can't help it ~

Was supposed to meet my dearest darling at 6a.m in the morning.

But i wokeup at 5.30 .

I was so afraid you're gonna be soo late .

But phew * , luckily not.

Arrived almost in time.

Bless me.

Caught, The messengers w darling after tht.

Pretty scary.

Yes, i'm rather timid :X

Was screaming away.

Darling was laughing at me.

Totally embarrassed to see the guy who's sitting beside, laughing at me.

Hees , was using my bag to covered my eyes .

A very nice show , i can say.

Reached home &yupp.

Off to sleep.

zzzzzZzzzz

2007-03-16T14:47:00.000+08:00

Okay, i admit i've serious stm ):
Didn't want to check or whtever when i'm logging my blogger;
When i've forgotten my email add.
How stupid ~

Crocked *
I can hardly talk w/o the pains in my throat.
Having sore throat for days .
I supposed it's minor.
But haven't recovered since ..

Went to play bball w Evelyn &companies.
The game was hilarious.
Played poker &stuffs w 'em &ate dinner tgt at my hse afterwards.
Gees !
So much yahs, my friendddds ? (x

Out to show my support to Stephanie tomorrow.
I'm sure she'll do just fine.
Wished her the best of luck.
&I'll give her my fullest support.
After all, she's my dearest darling ever ! (:

Nothing to post, no pictures to update.
I'm a goner .
&things supposed to go well, it hasn't really.
Thou' on some occasions, it did.
Well, chao.

my crowning farwell

2007-03-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since i last update.
Some loons went to spam around my tagboards.
&my many of my friends too.
Anyw, as if i care ?

Got back my results.
English : 31/40
Maths : 31/40
Chinese : 31.5/50
Science : 20/40
Literature : 20/30
History : 11/25
Fail my history, but overall i did fine.

My mom always tell me to follow my heart.
Do whatever i wish to do, as long it's right.
Anything as long a rumormonger can say no more.
Sigh ..
Just what is the thing i'm not the same any more ?
Someone must have cursed my life when i'm born .
I'm beng fooled around.
Please, i'm not a porcelain doll.
Don't treat me like one.

I've got absoulute no idea what's wrong .
I just hate de night.
Seriously i do.
Thou' the fantasy of spending the night w someone i truely love, still exsist.
I just detest the night.
It must be some kind of phobia.
I don't know why.
As night falls, worries, doubts, my wrong-doings, everything &anything.
Just fills my mind.
Not even a tiny lil' of space for me to escape through my mind.

I'm kinda lost.
Someone,
Guide me, lead me.
The way out, please.
Can you see those fears, those angst in me ?
Did i even choose the right path from the start?
Deep down inside, does anyone even by chance, truely ever knew me before ?

In search of of my lost memories, i always will be.

2007-03-04T12:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me ?
Anyw, did some survey to kill my time.
My results ;

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.

You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.

And while many people may claim they would choose love too...

You're one of the few who would really do it.

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.

These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.
Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met.
You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:

You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:

Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams
Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side
Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style:

Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:

Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual.
Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.
Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:

Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.
Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.
Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Your Lust Quotient: 44%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it.
Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!

You've Changed 44% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person.

You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.

2007-03-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

Phone lost .
Do not contact me.
Give me a call to my house anytime.
Darn the hell shit , you .
Whoever it is , look : To the hell you go.
Honestly, you should give it a try.
It'd be nice, for all i know.

Argghs !
Saddening man .
After twelve tonight, it's gonna be my birthday.
But why did it happen ?
Totally ruined the atmosphere for celebration.
FK !

2007-03-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

So long since i last update.
Exams's just over.
Phew *
Get to know my math today .
I got an A1 for it.
I can't believe my own eyes when i saw it.
Then ended up screaming away w Evelyn.
But she's much worse.
Hope i'll be able to do well too for my rest of the sbjects.
Goodluck, Sophia. [:

Anyw, Baby came &fetch me yesterday.
As well as today.
Watched Fun with Dick &Jane.
A pretty nice show [:

Wedneday turned out to be a splendid day.
A memorable one of 'cos.
I promise i'll never forget tht day, in my whole.
I've the bestest bunch of bosom buddies ever.

Was on my way home today,
Met a really ridiculous woman today.
&A relief teacher was replaced too, for our science lesson tday.
Both of 'em, totally unbelievable .
Tell me 'bout it.

Been having stomach cramp the whole day )x
Feel so sick, so miserable.
Yikes ~
When will i ever be well ?

Hey, 2 more days to my birthday.
Gees, i can't wait.
Not exactly.
Out w Evelyn &company tomorrow.
Hope things will get better or well.
Everyday seems so boring.
I need some changes in my life.
Some sort of excitement or thrill.
It's too boring down here, too much of boredness.
I've enough.

A late wishes for our 2nd month.
But it doesn't matter, uhs ?
HAPPY 2nd MONTH, BABY !

I'm tired.
Shall turn in.
Goodnight.

darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

2007-02-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

Noteeee : 12 more days to my birthday !

Everyone, pressie pleaseee ~

GEES !

Okays , stop fooling around.
CNY's sooo boring !
I spent half of my time sleeping at my relative house.

Can't recalled anything in da past.

First day.

Second day

Third day.

2007-02-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

What a day.
Yawn *
Shall update some other day.
Uploaded some pictures for tht day.
Goodnight [:

14 more days, to my birthday.
I can't wait ! (>_<)

2007-02-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
I dream of your touch while you are away,
I dream of your smile all through the day,
I remember the day,
You came into my life,
I dream of the day I will be your wife.

I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,
I dream of the day I can say I do.
To be together for life,
Is a dream I have,
Every night.

2007-02-15T07:51:00.000+08:00

Rats ~
My computer ain't working.
Have difficulties logging in through my brother's one.
Been a long time since i last update yeahs.
So much to say, but haven't got an idea of where to start.
(>.<)

Anyw, we really have a good game against NHSS that day.
They named me the MVP : Most Valuable Penguin.
How cute ! xD
Was on the court &Delicia , etc was shouting : Penguin Go Penguin Go xD
Believe me, i really miss that day.
I've recorded down some videos &sounds we made during our way back to school.
Few was specially sang by everyone, delicated to me xD
Awww ~ how sweet !

Baby picked me up after school on , erm ? that day (>.<)
I'm sorry , my memory sucks like, you know what.
I can't remembered like when &where.
How or what. Whatever.
Hold on ! i think it's Monday :XxX
&I miss him real badly !!
Went to watch Happy Birthday w Evelyn yesterday.

A rather boring show i can say.
Evelyn slept inside ! Pigg ~ xP
Went to talk neoprint &yeps.
There you go.

The result of the whole picture doesn't matter.
The fun we have while taking is.

Well well, wokeup late today.
So decided to post one before i go to school.
So here it is, &Goodbye !
Happy belated Valentine Day ?
LOL.

my solemn vow

2007-02-10T19:00:00.000+08:00

I love you because you're understand dear
Every single thing I try to do.
You're always there to lend a helping hand, dear.
I love you most of all because you're you.

No matter what the world may say about me,
I know your love will always see me through.
I love you for the way you never doubt me.

But most of all I love you 'cause you're you.
I love you because, because my heart is lighter
I love you, yes I love you because the future is a little bit brighter
and the door, the door of my happiness, you open wide

No matter what may be the style or season,
I know your heart will always be true.
I love you for a hundred thousand reasons,
But most of all I love you 'cause you're you.

For you i will.

2007-02-08T15:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late repls of tagggs ~
Gees, came home so early today.
Whoas, amused at my ownself xD
Well well, yesterday.
Slept really early.
&i fall into a deeeeep sleep.
Didn't heard any phone calls or alarm ><

Yesterday was boring.
Went for netball training, thou' i haven't got any suitable oufit on for sports.
Was wearing my uniform.
Thanks Huishi Jie for lending me wear hers [:
But was kinda weird, wearing a p.e shirt for sec 3.
LOL
Anyw, wasn't feeling well.
So was just shooting balls w Becca &all.
My shooting skills is : NIL.
Totally unbelievable, yeahs.
Was feeling real low after da training,
you know, after seeing how much i've deproved for my shooting.
Went to bball court &was w Evelyn, Kelly &all.
Who was to know, i'd get a smack on my face by a soccer ball.
Whoever kicked that, you're such a lousy kicker !
Then tears started rolling.
As if i can controlled it, i wish !
Today f&n was superb fun !
Whip up a dish w an additional desert.
So : Chicken Chop w Ice-cream Waffle.
But i totally ruined the waffle ):
Only managed to scoop out a piece.
&the ice-cream totally melted like ..
So yups , i scored full marks for that [[:
I should give myself a pat on the shoulder xD
Thanks Alhadid buddy , you're a great cook !
Here's a picture of it.

Anyw, tomorrow match against NHSS.
Wish me&the rest, all the best [:
O's result coming out tomorrow.
BABY, GOOD LUCK !
You'll be just fine.

&Baby, remember this :
I'll be there for you.
No matter what you're going through.

You're one desire ...

2007-02-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

AHH WTF !
Today netball VS zhenghua.
You know, no offence
They ain't even, that good !
But what on earth happened to us,
No, or rather me uhs ?!!!!!
Oh darn ..
I'm sooooo mad w myself.
Wasn't shooting well before travelling to River Valley High.
Then forget it,
Started the game &still --"
MY SHOOTING SIMPLY SUCKS SO MUCH !
I know, yes i know it.
So many chances of shooting yeahs.
But only 6 balls went in.
HELLOS ? Just what am i doing ?!
I nearly cried out during the last 2 quaters.
&Ah ! Whatever !
I thoughts of it just pissed me off ,
SOO SOO MUCH.
Totally agree of what she said to describe how we played : Pathetic.
Simply yahs ?
Totally lose my cool.
I can be soo dumb.

Lose against Pioneer too.
Freaking hell man !
I can see or tell,
Mrs Neo is so chapfallen when th game ends.
I'm so sorry.

Netball ; My Life, My Love, My Passion.

2007-02-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

Lose the match against pioneer yesterday.
The score was atrocious, totally unexpected.
Sigh ..
The opponent was rather strong too.
But i know, we could at least do better than this .
Nevermind, what bygones be bygones.
I'm just hoping we'll be able to bring a good news back to school on Tuesday.
Gees, Zhan Hao was watching us while we were playing.
Saw him giving the thump-up sign, thanks [[:
He was rather supportive.
Anyway, see you on Tuesday.

Baby fetched me after school on Thursday.
Gees, sorry to keep you &friends waiting.

Have lunch w baby.

I swear, i have to control my diet.

I'm getting on weights >.<

For goodness sake.

I'm soooo bored.

Wakeup &nobody's home alr.

Been doing stuffs to kill time.

Meeting Evelyn tomorrow, to queensway.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day [:

A piece of pict. i've drawn during art lesson.

Well, i think it's rather sweet. [:

Till the end of time `long as stars are in the blue

`long as there's a spring, a bird to sing,

i'll go on loving you.

Till the end of time. `long as roses bloom in may,

My love for you will go deeper with every passing day.

Till the wells run dry and each mountain disappear,

I'll be there for you to care for you through laughter and through tears.

So take my hand in sweet surrender,

and tenderly say that i'm

The one you'll love and live for, till the end of time.

2007-02-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

Dear Love of My Life,

I once thought that i knew what it was to love a guy,
but what i felt was a pale comparison to what you insipre in me.
When i think of you,
when i see your picture,
my breathing actually stop momentarily,
arrested under the weight of all my feelings of love &passion.
Words will never be enough to tell you how i feel.
My love is deeper than the sea,
higher than the highest cloud,
a force greater than the thunder, lightning and the mightiest hurricane.
You've become my reason for living - for existing.
I would gladly lay everything i own - and everything i will ever own - before your feet if you would give me but a portion of love.
I'm willing to give you, an eternity love.
I am certain.

When i wake up in the morning,
my first thoughts are of your smile.
And because i'm filled with anticipation of thinking of you all day.
the sun comes out, the skies get blue and flowers bloom.
When i go to sleep at night,
visions of you lead me into a world of the sweetest dreams.
Knowing that you live and breathe &sleep at that moment,
here in the very same universe as i do,
gives my life greater meaning,
my soul greater purpose.
Say that you'll be mine,
&let's build those dreams together.
If you would agree to be my one &only love,
i would commit my entire life, my heart &soul, my very being,
to showering you with love &devotion.

When i think of the immeasureable depth of my love for you,
I can't believe we just started only a month ago !
Yet, i really believe I've known you for an eternity.
I just knew we were fated to be together.
Mty love is real, forevermore, and will be forever true.

2007-01-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

My nose is gonna be so-not-in-the-right-position ]:
Due to, i don't know.
My clumsyness or her rough'ness, got elbowed from her onto my nose --"
WTH ...
Tears came out right on the spot.
I can't even stopped it or anything.
Got up &continued my training.
Nevermind, forget it.
Like what baby've said ; there'd be injures during games.

I'm getting weary as days passed.
Sigh..
Somehow feel like hibernating.
Having stomach cramps in school since yesterday.
Awww ~
Feel so miserable.
Been in the washroom since i arrived in school early in the morning for the past 2days --"
Sat &rest on the table in the washroom, for 2days.
Ended up almost falling asleep in the toilet.
DOTS ...

But 1 thing that brings a smile onto my face.
I'm meeting baby tomorrow.
Wheeeeets ~
I can't wait to be in his arms again )x
I missed those smiles on his face .

You completed the last piece of puzzle in my life, baby.
The circle is now complete.

2007-01-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

Woohaas (x
Won today's match w YISS.
The score was lousy, i know.
But we did win eventually.
&this time, our opponent is much faster than the previous one.
So, nice one girls [:
Anyw, was really tired last night.
Was rushing to finish my homework to the day,
as well for my tuition ones.
Kinda goes : Wow ! I'm doing homeworks !
Gees, i'm turning for the better !
3 cheers for me xD
Whatever.

Wokeup late this morning.
Have the feeling of not going school.
But gonna have tournament this afternoon so crawled out of my bed.
I dreamt of something last night.
I told Evelyn when i reached school,
but she gave me the look like : Why would you ever dream of that ! xDD
She's so bad !
Anyw, i saw a missed call from her this morning.
Called her back, &told her that i'm gonna be late.
She goes : Then be quick !!

Did do my science work real serious today.
Plus i'm being attentive in classes too.
Left lesson at 12.25 &get prepared for my tournament.
Heys ! i saw Xinying mei at River Valley High.
I can say , she is sooooo TALL !
Great news, she won too.
Congrats !

Was playing when the ball smack right &square onto my face !
Was feeling so ... !!!
Hellos ? It's painful alright.
Continued the game &yeahs.
Realised something, our opponent plays ROUGH.
Forget it, no point mentioning 'em already anyw.

Tuition was boring.
I nearly fall asleep.
Good grief.
I'm really really extremely tired alright.
My tutor was rather shock when she saw the assignment she given has been done.
I tell you, one is my present homework.
Another, it had been given since last year -.-

Evelyn shot it w/o my consent.

That's all for today.
I'm off to my sleep.
It has been a tiring one for me, today.
Nights everybody [:

Baby, can i hold you tonight ?

2007-01-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

Went out w mummy the previous day.
Was out from morning till night.
That's was really tiring.
&I only managed to buy a few thing.
Boring ~
There's so many things that is out of stock !
Whatever.

Went school today, bad hair day >.<

Really tried hard to concentrate alr.

&i think i did somehow starts to understand.

Lucky me.

&Evelyn decided to concentrate on studies too.

That's a piece of good news [:

You can see how engrossed she looked when she's doing her tasks.

Can't helped NOT laughing-out-loud when i saw that today.

She's never like this ever since de first day i know her.

The world is changing ! xDD

HA HA !

After school, went to lotone to have lunch.

Ate Mac &headed off back to school as we thought of playing bball.

But the court is deserted -.-

Nobody's playing , so ..

It's breezy down there &decided to stayed there.

Evelyn wasn't feeling good. Not one bit.

But i hope i did help somehow or rather.

We quite enjoyed the time we had.

Took a photo of 'em lying in the middle of bball court xD

BFF; Brian, Nicky &Evelyn.

After which, went to plaza to have dinner w mummy.

I'm still wearing my uniform &it's like so not comfortable !

Went home after that, &here am i writting my post. [:

Shall bid you goodbye here.

Tuition tomorrow. RATS !

2007-01-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st Month Anniversary !

Gees, our first month of being together.
Didn't met baby up or what but that's alright.
I still love baby like i always do (:

Boy, you're the perfect one.
For me, &you forever will be.
And i will love you so for always.
Baby, i love you so.
Can't find enough ways to let you know.
But you can be sure i'm yours, for always !

I hear myself recalling things you said to me,
make me feel the way i felt when we're together.
I love you, i need you.
&this will be never be over,
b 'cos we're keeping the dreams alive.
I'll never let go till we're one.
&you gotta know that you're safe in my heart.
Deep in the stillness, i can hear you speak.
You're my inspiration.
I cherish all you gave me everyday,
I do.

You've gotta know baby,
that when i'm scared, losing.
Or when my world is going crazy,
you can turn it all 'round.
For better or worse,
till death do us part.
I'll love you w every beat of my heart.
I swear baby,
You're my world, my heart, my woul.
If you ever leave,
Baby you'd take away everything good in my life.
You, darling, i love you.
I will always love you.

May our love last for a lifetime.

2007-01-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

TELL YOU , I'M SO SICK OF RE-WRITTING POSTS AGAIN &AGAIN !
FK THE FREAKING INTERNET MAN !
TO THE HELL YOU GO !
3rd time re-writting this post.
DARN IT !
Met Evelyn aiai at lotone this morning.
Went to finish up stuffs that needed to be done by : today.
Sorry evelyn that you went home early today.
My apology to ya !
&you can do so much better than him.
If it doesn't seems to be working well.
There's always another way out, get it ?
Cheer up [:

Then went to Teckwhye w baby to meet Jonathan &Xiaoying.
Headed to Cine.
Supposed to catch a movie but in vain.
Nevermind ;D arrived at Bugis as Baby &Jon wanted to get a pair of shoe for themselves.
Found 'em &yeps, they went to play pool.
Been a long time since i last played ):
Stephanie darling just asked if i can make it on Friday for pooling.
But heys ! I've got netball competition on Friday ):
Oh darling ~
What a disappointment.
HA HA. Anyw, Xiaoying &I watched da both guys played.
Ended their game &took MRT to lotone.
Have my dinner at LongJohn.
Passed the gift to baby.
Ohmygod, this is the first time i'm doing this.
I do hope you're gonna like it .
Well, baby said he love it. I just hope he isn't just trying to be nice.
I didn't even got the chance to deco. it or whateverso.
'Cos the photo is only ready by today ):
Didn't even took a picture of whole puzzle but at least i've got the pict.

Anyw, went home &saw the pair of boot &the bag my mummy & mummy's friend bought respectively.
Here are a photo of each of 'em :

2007-01-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

Won the match today against Juying Secondary.
Wheeeets ~
I knew didn't really won much , but overall.
We did just great.
Next match on Tuesday , vs Yusof Ishak Secondary .
Hope it'll be a good new uhs.
Awww ~
I've cut my fingernails )x
If only girls are allowed into the court w long nails.
Sigh.. &Now my nails are all so short !
&that day when we're having our training.
A malay guy was taking picts when we are doing clutches.
You know, we're supposed to lie on the floor &legs 90degree in the air.
How pervertic !
I hope that guy gone blind.

I wondered how am i gonna do well for my studies.
I've been slacking all around.
Like i'm still in the hols mood.
I've really tried to be attentive, but i simply get distracted real easily.
Oh gosh, i'm really worried for my coming exams.

Meeting baby tomorrow.
I'm lovesick )x
I can't you know , wait to see him again !
Argghs !
Baby, hope you're home soonie ~
Today's post is gonna be real short.
I've got no idea what to write in it.
So end here.

2007-01-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

I, Sophia Ng,
take you, Goh Qinqzhou,
to be my partner,
loving what i know of you,
&trusting what i do not yet know.
I eagerly anticipate the chance to grow together,
getting to know the man you will become,
&falling in love a little more everyday.
I promise to love &cherish you through whatever life bring us.

2007-01-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

Baby, never did i once lied to you.
You've gotta believe.
There's no reason why i have to.
Everything i've said to you,
Regardless in the past, present or future.
Is true.
They are the facts.
Baby, please don't have any doubts in me.
I'm true to you.
So i ask for your trust.
'Cos i reckon you deserve honesty.
Baby, i'd be trustworthy.
I promise.

Sister, don't be gloomy.
You don't deserve just this.
You can easily find a much better guy, you know.
Do tell me if there's anything i can help.
Or anything as long as it can lessen your pain.
I'd most willing to be there for you.
You've got to believe; times heals.
But i presume everything is pretty fine for you now.
Don't be pressured by anyone, follow your heart.
&If there's a need to, use your brain !
No offence, but you gotta be sensible .
I hope things will get well &all the very best to you.
&Oh , you're welcome.
That's what friends are for. =D

I hope you won't think i'm the cause of it.
&please don't judge me.
I'm never that kinda person who'd make you lose something so precious to you.
I understand how it feels.
So, there it's not possible for me to take away things that belonged to ya.
I don't want to me sound like a kind soul or what.
I just hope you won't bear any grudges on me.
&If there's any, i hope time will heals.
God bless you.

2007-01-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today's just isn't my day !
Just my luck , you know.

I've forgotten that there's an assignment that had to been handed up today.
Was told to stayed back to finish up my work.
Decided to skip it anyw.
Then after History, was having a tummyache.
Went to the washroom &was late for da next lesson.
Few of my buddies were waiting for me.
&We all got chided off by Science teacher.
Was told to have detention after school too.
Then Jermine darling told the teacher that we're having a netball training.
Which is true ! But it's for self-train.
So it doesn't matter if you did went or not.
Then darling said that it's our choice if we wanna go or not.
So, decided not to go =D

Then during assembly, friends informed me that there's a spot-check going on anyday for this week.
So in case it's today, passed my phone to my junior.
&WHO WAS TO KNOW , that someone disclosed to their subject teacher that there's people who bring phones to school.
Ended up; my class not having any spot-check while my junior's class did. -.-
Was feeling downcast, so was like kinda sulking throughout da day ><
I'm sorry, mates !
But was still using Bryan Didi &Brendon's phone to msg baby =D
In da end, phone got back &went to Lotone to meet Evelyn aiai.
Saw June mei &Belinda baobei at pizzahut.
But evelyn wasn't interested in that, ended up in KFC.
Was eating halfway, &OPPS !
something happened :XxX
Evelyn was like laughing her ass off !
How embarrassing.
Nevermind anyway, preferred not to mention it here.
Asked me if you want to know [=

Moments later, Youzhai came to find Evelyn.
Hey hey ! I didn't even know he's coming !
Youzhai had already intended to come &find evelyn.
Went home at 4.45pm.
I was crossing the road &i was halfway through.
Look up &WAHH !
The car was just infront of me !
I swear, the car nearly knocked me down !
&when i was still in shocked, but alr arrived on the ground.
A monitor-lizard appeared , what rotten luck ):
Few tears came running down.
Then : HOME SWEET HOME [:

Anyway, time to do my revision =D

2007-01-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

I've tried to write the same post for 4th time !

The connection sucks so much !

Hope this time , it won't vanish all of a sudden.

Or i'll go bersek !

Anyway, that day a moron irritate me in class.

HA HA HA. &he got back what he deserved !

Serve him right !

Anyw, won't mention him any further.

I can't remembered much.

Merely can recalled some.

BUT ! i definitely won't forget friday. xD

Baby came to school.

Then went to have dinner.

Something embarrassed me, thou'.

But it won't happened again :XxX
Reached home at 8.40 p.m.

I was stinking so much !

Forgotten to bring uniform to changed nor did i wore jersey on that day.

Let's bygones be bygones.

Yesterday went to Causeway Point w mummy &brother.

Mummy was looking at clothings for brother's.

Went G2000, brother went to bought some long-sleeved shirt & pants.

Saw a black one, changed into it &it fits [:

So, it's mine xD

Here it is.

Oh well, brother's swearing now xD
Cursing the connection.

The connection sure sucks.

Oh man , seems that he's gonna explode soon !

Just hope he won't end up slam-dunking his computer >.<

Ain't sure what to continue.

So i'm stopping here [:

May our love last beyond eternity.

2007-01-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

ARGH ! MY POST GONE MISSING FOR TWO TIME ! THIS IS SO MADDENING ! I AM FEELING SO ANNOYED !
SHALL UPDATE ASAP. YOU SUCKS SO MUCH, MR. BLOG !

2007-01-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

Baby
Tears have starts running down my cheeks.
Every single part of me is missing you dearly.
Each time i close my eyes,
the only thing thats fills my mind is
You.
My darling, you.
&Nothing matters if i can once again be with you,
having you by my side.
Embracing me in you arms, holding that tendering pair of hand of yours.
I'd be the luckiest girl.
I want to let you know, baby.
I savour every single moment that i've with you.
&Just the thoughts of you bring a smile to my face.
Please know that, boy
My love for you is unconditional, passionate & undying.
&In return, i thankyou for loving me.

2007-01-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

Been real long since i last update my blog.
Well , i can't really recalled much.
Like normal other school days, went to school &yeps . indeed a normal day.
Then like after school, have lunch with nicky & company.
I damn miss him ! i mean , WE !
Well , the whole of 2C alright.

Anyway , was out with baby today.
&phew , i wasn't late today xD
HAHAHA
Anyway, yesterday night when i was 'bout to sleep.
And when i took off my lens, my vision suddenly seems so blur ? 0.0 ?
Thou' my eyes is what ? a 4oo+ degree of myopia.
I, indeed still can see well& very much clearly.
But anyway , thought it's nothing serious and so, off to my sleep.
then early in the morning, woke up & eyesight still so blur -.-
Then i can't opened my eye properly &what's next ?
Tears keep flowing out of my eye followed by a bloodyhell red eye.
But still went out & meet my baby.
I MISS HIM 5356277889134678493 LOTS !

After meeting baby & friends, we headed to bugis.
Went to Spades & dear bought clothing & stuffs.
He look so charming, ya ?
Anyway, when to Long John & have our what? Lunch i think.
Then on our way to Plaza Sing. , saw Michelle sweetie.
I was like : MICHELLE !
HOHO , then she turned around & : EHS !
TEEHEE ! her reaction was cute xD
Then dear & jonathan went to play billiard.
Xiao ying & me was looking or rather listening to songs xD
Then mummy called, asked me to meet her Ang Mo Kio.
But she changed de venue later on , to Pasir Ris.

Then at 5p.m , dear accompanied me to Pasir Ris.
Was like SOOOO can't bear to be part nor.
SOBS ! )x
Cousin's friend chalet.
Went there BBQ , lols ?
Freaking boring man.
Then went to rest, eye damn tired.
Mummy asked me to took off my lens off.
&wear back my glasses, 'cos it smudge those eye-liner T_T, so i did.
Anyway, cabbed home.

Daddy's friend at home playing majong.
One of whoever's wife, helped me do facial.
Then trimmed my eyebrow.
Kinda don't get used to it.
Aww ~ like so , become so little :X
Rats ! There's tuition for me tomorrow.

Left Right

YIKES !

Anyway, that day happen to pass by a dress which totally attracts my attention.

&Mummy's friend bought me a dress too.

Here it is [:

This one is kinda plain. But it fit me well &look good on me. So, it doesn't really matter (x

2007-01-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

Love You So

Ooh Ooh,
ooh Ooh,
ooh

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah, do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare
At the way you hold me, you take me there
At times I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah, can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah, can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah, can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

2007-01-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

Since school starts , been boring in class >.<
&all the teachers says the same thing ; rules for their lesson.=.=
Heys, as if we care ? LOL !
Then on wednesday, Miss Tan was like, GOOD HEAVEN !
Say & say & say, like she's in her own world xD
So i asked if she could say some other thing else, 'cos all the teacher says the same thing every year.
Anyway, been seeing stephanie darling while going to school these few days [x
fated ya ?
Anyway , school's boring except when you're with eur friends or whateverso w/o any teacher.

Was out with baby today.
Went to watch death note 2.

&the movie is like been out for sometimes, but still filled with so much people.
OH yeah !
Heys sorry baby & his friends, was late this afternoon.
Keep you guys waiting, here's an apology full of sincerity [:
SORRY !

hmms , was having fun nor.
& baby's friend's like kinda funny . LOL [x
Then went back lotone to have dinner.
Afterwards, baby went to meet his friends after we parted.
Aww ~ Soooo can't bear can ? Hmfps ! >.<

With love, we'll be as one.

2007-01-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

First day of school after months if holidays.
Finally ain't the youngest among all in teckwhye sec already xD
wheeeets ~
Meey evelyn aiai , then we went to the ladies & prepare ourselves before going to the hall .
Then tons of people came up to give speeches ; Boring !
What rotten luck , 2C form teacher has been changed to some other fking annoying wretch .
Give that stupid attitude as if she's some kind of what ? Highness ?
Ewww ! Then kept on glaring at people & give that sharp look then looked away .
Gosh , looked yourself in the mirror mind you !
Anyway, it's obvious that she'd bad taste in stylng herself.
Furthermore, her arragements for classroom seats totally sucks to core.
Hmfps , don't wanna talk 'bout her anymore.

Hmm , didn't get the chance to see those students that's wearing "TUCK ME IN" sign. xD !
What a pity, LOL.
After school ends, went to have my netball meeting.
Was supposed to meet my stephanie darling to have pur lunch.
But i was late & didn't informed her, so ...
Yeah, she went to have lunch herself.
Sorry 'bout it, darling.
&SOB ! T_T
My phone's batt is totally flat then guess what ?
My charger went nutcase.
Arggghs ! DARN the charger.
Today went to buy the charger but it didnt fit.
So going to change it tomorrow after school.
Anyway, fretting 'bout them isn't going to help.

I have been really contacting baby )x
&imissyou ! super lots !
I hoped you're doing fine uhs.
I'm hoping to see you on saturday.
You havent forgotten it, have you ?

Going to end here already.
Hope will be able to update posts in the future.
'Cos ain't gonna use computer that often.
Shall end here, so CHEERIO ! =DD

2006-12-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

Boohoos ! xD Can log in to blogger last few days. )x
So since i can log in now , i shall start blogging.
Anyway , on wednesday i went to meet my beloved stephanie darling.
Weets ! Finally saw her , after sooo long.
I miss her like .. so much !

Anyway, we actually planned to pierce our ears then catch a movie at Vivo.
So we headed to Lotone then there, we went to have her lunch.
Or rather stephanie. [x
Then recieved phone call from mummy.
She asked if i can pierce some other day or not T.T as i'm sick bleh bleh. Whatever.
Then we took 188 bus to Vivo. It's a long way )x I've carsick.
&i was still having fever that day.
Actually feel like vomitting already but i was alright anyway.

Was wearing jacket all the way from the moment i left my house to when i've reached home.
Wasn't feeling well. So , yeahs. )x
Kinda feel warm then the next moment, cold.
Luckily, stephanie accompanied me & wear one too. If not, i looked odd.
Ohman ~ Anyway, when we reached GV .
we realised there was longgg queeue. Real long.
So we went to candy empire & bought some tidbits. & we headed to try our luck at plaza sing.
But the situation is just the same ; the show is full.
Both of us was like feeling so upset & disappointed T.T
Didn't want to give up anyway , so we went to Cineleisure.
Darn that movie ! full again ! was like so pissed off ><

We wanted to play pool but didn't really dare to go in the Kpool.
So decided to go singing at Kbox.
Stephanie was sooo sweet !
& she's a fabulous singer , i can vouch for that !
She sang me a number of songs.
Whoas, was like so touched alright.
Them together, we had a few songs for lovers xD
So after that, went to have a refreshment with her.
Stephanie introduced me something [:
It's is really nice, hehe.

But was raining when we were out.
We walk rather quickly in the rain, holding hands xD
weets ~ romantic uhs ?
Waited for a long time before the bus came.
So after we part , home sweet home xD

2006-12-30T22:44:00.001+08:00

Actually planning to go pool with brother & cousins & who ? cousin's friends ?
Then i realised, all's boys !
Eww , i don't want to be bullied & left out. xD
So rather stayed at home uhs.
Rather boring, but haven't starts to rot.
Stephanie darling asked if tomorrow wanna meet but i can't make it.
Sorry darling ! )x

Baby, hope you will get well soon [:
I'll be waiting for your call.
IMU !

Anyway . some photos that we took that day.

Didn't uplaod all but , yeahs.

our ever first neo-print xD i love her so.

Wasn't really in a mood to take any photos .

So , result not really expressive )x

& im not photogenic. Argh , doesn't matter anyway.

2006-12-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

I've really got no idea what's wrong with me.
Been having fever for more than a week.
Vomitting whatever thing i've eaten.
& it's been raining heavily almost everyday, or rather everyday.
So i started to have flu.
My throat started to hurt a lot.
And, i'm aching all over.
I fking want to know what's happening to me.

Will update again when photos is being uploaded.
Darling, hope you're internet will be alright soon. IMU *

2006-12-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

Perhaps maybe, it's those memories that i can't forget. But i gotta let go & i will.

hais ..
i'm still sick.
& i've just vomitted, AGAIN !
I feel really unwell.
Didn't get to meet my precious stephanie darling today again.
Sighh ..
It's raining heavily.
& mummy thought i've just recovered so she asked if i can postponed my meeting with stephy darling or not.
So i did, i postponed it to tomorrow.
I'm so sorry, darling.
Hope you won't be pissed off.
Toklong toklong !
Tomorrow no raining please !
SHOO SHOO *
Rain , i hate you ! Go away !

ps. Darling ! don't be sad , cheerup. You'll get used to it alright ? smileeee [=
Wait for me baby, i'll forget them. && everything will be just a past. imissyou, real badly )):

2006-12-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold.
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo.
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go.
I just broke down.

Baby, if I ever get the chance to be with you again.
I would sacrifice.
'Cos the feeling that I feel within.
No other man would ever make me feel so right.
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night.
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me.
I miss the way you hold me tight.

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch.
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much.
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny.
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything.

That's right baby.
I'm going crazy.
I need to be your lady.
I've been thinking lately.
That you and me, yes we can make it.
Just ride with me, roll with me.
I'm in love with you baby.

Break it down now, I'll tell you what I feel.
From the moment that I met you, its been so damn real.
My heart seems to skip another beat.
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak.
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me.
And you love me I'm your lady.
I'll be around waiting for you.
I'll put it down be the woman for you.

I'm falling so deep for you, crazy over for you.
I`m calling, calling out to you.
What am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting.
Its you and no other.
I can no longer go on without you.
I'll just break down.

2006-12-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS IN ADVANCE EVERYBODY ! =DDD

Actually was meeting my dearest stephanie darling today.
But sigh..
My cousin called me yesterday & told me that they're having some party on.
& asked if i wanted to go over today.
So, i've to cancelled the date with darling.
I'm sorry ! :X
Anyway, yesterday was simply so darn boring ><
Was rotting at home the whole day after i've reached home.
Till around the evening time, my dad's friends come over to play some majong.
&& my brother's friends come over to ton.
My mummy asked if i want to call my friend over too.
HAHAHAS ! xD
So, i was leave in my room to be alone.

Actually, mummy said that she's gonna opened those champagne last night.
But she forgotten :X
Only when my brother asked why didn't she opened it last night, then she remembered.
How careless xD
Therefore, my mummy went to open it.
Mummy poured some for me.
She told me not to drink it too fast or i'll drunk. :X
Anyway , i just drank 1 cup & after moment i can't take it anymore.
So, i went to have some rest.
I'm still sick ><
My fever is still around, just when can it be gone.
It make me feel so miserable )x

Mummy got me so much food this morning.
She forced me to eat them all up.
Awww ~ i finished them up anyway.
Feel like vomitting, but nothing serious today =D
Then when i walk passed mummy, guess what ?
She pointed to my short & said it's dropping down. :X
She told me i'm getting sknnier and i better start eating.
Afterwards, she nearly pulled my short down !
My short's already below my hip >< & it's like really dropping off and she wanted to pull it down !
How very annoying !

Nothing much to post actually.
I'm looking forward to tuesday !
& qinqzhou huaidan , come back after you've finished your work !
I'm extremely bored !
W/o you entertaining me, urghh ~

2006-12-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

BORING !
Aww ~
Mummy said i still having fever.
Somemore i've lost my glasses.
& without my glasses, i started to have headache.
Furthermore, it's the whole day )x
Sobs ! Been feeling so unwell for days.
Luckily my beloved stephanie darling, qinqzhou huaidan & evelyn aiai is there for me. [:
Thanks a lot , i love you all mans xD
With you all around, i'll definitely feel better !

Anyway , going exchange prezzie with darling & aiai.
Can't wait to see them !
Ahaas ! Sunday going countdown with my beloved darling xD
I'm so glad [:
Gonna snap snap snap photos !
But i looked so , ugly :X

Don't be sad, my valentine darling sister [:

2006-12-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

Stephanie & me [[:

Looking back , so many years had passed [:

2006-12-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

What a day !
Yesterday was a tiring one.
Woke up, & when to have my breakfast.
Mummy bought some noodles then when i started to eat.
She went to have a bathe.
Before i've start eating, i already feel like puking.
Awww ~ Then when she when to bath, i throw away & leave some behind to eat in case mummy suspect.
Then after eating for about few mouths , i immediately when to the toilet.
Ohmygod, & everything's out !
Then Mummy bought my brother & I to polyclinic to have an injection.
After my brother had done, he headed to bugis to play pool.
So Mummy bought me to shop.
It's really been a long time since i spent my whole afternoon shopping with mummy.
Didn't bought much, but i've a great time.

Then at midnight around 2+, while using computer i suddenly feel like vomitting.
& since my brother's pestering me to off the computer, so i just do what he said.
Then i went to the toilet & try to make everything comes out but in vain.
So i used my fingers to put into my mouth , & slowly lower and lower it till around throat there.
Then i started vomitting.
But i've already vomitted 1 bag le , still feel uncomfortable.
So i went to get another bag.
Just then mummy woke up, she wants to use de washroom then she saw the plastic bag in the washroom.
She goes ; you vomitted again ? Then i say ; uh huhs. & i told her 'bout my fingers's too short, i cant go any deeper.
She went to help me get a spoon.
Goodness, thou' i use fingers before. I've never used spoons !
It's so big uhs ! )x But anyway, i give it a try.
Then i vomitted another bag ))): Sigh..

Then as i come out of the washroom, the feeling of someone's pricking on me came.
I remembered when i was primary 6 that whenever i'm being annoyed by someone or anyone, i'd start to scribble & scribble & scribble.
Then i will get, very very upset. And the pricking will starts.
I can't descibe it, 'cos i don't know how.
But the feeling's horrendous.
Anyway yesterday night, i didn't even do anything and the feeling of prickling came.
I guess the whole suitation is frightening :X
'cos my mummy was crying so hard.
Then i was resting on the sofa, my mummy asked my brother to wake my daddy up.
Afterwards , my daddy asked me to clutch my hand then opened it & clutch it again .
He told me to keep continue the movement & he said i don't have enough blood.

Awww ~ & the blood can't go through uhs.
My daddy asked if i can stand up & i tried to stand up.
Guess what ?
The moment i stood up, i collapsed on the floor.
Luckily my mummy was in front of me, she hold on me.
Phew phew phew *
Acutally, my daddy wanna carry me in but my mummy's faster xD
Can't you believe it ? I'm so heavy ! & she carried me.
She was like out of breathe when she bring me into the room :X

This lasted for about an hour and plus ?
I can't remembered.
But how scary :X Then my mummy accompanied to sleep last night.
Then when i going to sleep, i've fever.
Anyway, i slept only at 6+ this morning.
Sorry to tired my family members !

the naked truth.

Weets ! i can't wait till tuesday !
ahaas xD going vivo with my zui zui zui precious stephy darling.
Going pierce ear with her orns.
A bit' scared :X hehes , but can grab the chance to baobao darling xD
Furthermore, we go catch horror movie.
We make it a deal already ; We will bao zhe each other till come out of the movie .
Hohos , how cute my darling ! I love her many ! [[:

2006-12-20T11:09:00.000+08:00

I never knew i'm gonna be the one who ruined my own dream.
I crush it myself, I'm to blame.
& serve me right.
I can't believe it. I couldn't believe it.
We've so long, so sweet, so close together.
We vowed to be together till eternity.
We both wants to spent with each other on Valentine's Day.
I do hope, i'll get a second chance.
No use pleading now, i knew it.
I want you back badly. I give anything or everthing to have you back.
I'm silly, i choose this path myself.
I regretted so much.
And i thought i'm just having nightmare !
I woke up & realised myself crying.
I thought; phew ! It's just a nightmare.
I called you up to check with you, is that just a nightmare ?
Or it's already a reality.
If only i realised what will happen when i was making the choice.
If only..
I do hope , i do hope , there'll be a chance for me to be with you again.
I want to be your girl.
How how ? What am i gonna do to make it be true ?
I want you back by my side, boy.
I cry myself to sleep.
But i realised, the more i wanted myself to sleep.
The more awake i am.
I can't help thinking about the past.
I'm having a terrible headache, i know you'll be here for me.
You're shoulder will be there for me to lie on.
If only i can call you mine again.

2006-12-18T13:59:00.001+08:00

Another boring day awaits for me.
Not going out again , sigh ...
It's so boring, It's boring.
&& lazy to take any photos to upload .
Plus i'm un-photgenic.
Snapping myself in any angle and looking back to those pictures , make me feel oh-my-god.
ahaas ! & it's true !
That's why i didn't really like being taken in photos these days.

Anyway , arghh.
There's something wrong with my mails !
Everytime i register for something and they'll sent me an e-mail to verticate my stuffs.
And EVERY SINGLE TIME , i don't seems to get any mails for verification.
So vexing ! I can't get in any of the webs that need to be verify.
But phew * luckily Qinqzhou huaidan agreed to let me use his email address for some music stuffs.
THANKS !

Chatting with KaiXiang now and he's like trying to hypnotizing me :X
Telling me how fun & easy it's to do maths.
I told him i don't hate maths , i just loathe algebra * yucks !
I seriously wonder how am i gonna to cope with my maths next year.
hope i won't flunked it uhs [:
Ahaas ! weets ~
The thoughts of being in secondary 2 make me excited (x
Hope mummy's gonna allow me to wear or do things that i want uhs.
Maybe ? Who knows ?